lastnight was one of the funnest semi girls night out. :) dmc? wow. i just love hanging out with them. bunch of drunkards. :) i swear, it was extremely nice to get to talk to my friends. sober or not, i just miss talking to them about everything. like they will always be that group that i will never hesitate to talk with about everything (reffering to the 1st group). its like i've found my confidantes in them. its true what mysTHERESE said about having this every month because it helps. wheter or not you feel sober or not. im just glad i've found the friends i can really talk to.

jess and ava slept over. :) just being with them for one night made me really happy. i miss hanging out with them. just the 3 of us. i miss them. :( one more night please? and this time, you guys can come prepared.

cara: she's such a bitch. i hate her.
ava:yeah! i hate her. whats her name again? i never remember any of their names.
cara:its kristin! im sure!
ava: no, thats kristin cohen. mom of seth!
cara: no stupid. thats not her.
ava and jess: yeah. she's not kristin.
cara:CHARLOTTE!
ava: i hate their names.
hahaha! :) i love arguing about random stuff with them.

9am today, no one young in my house was up. james kept on calling making kulit about our breakfast. i really had no plans, but ended up going cuz i was already wide awake form all the vibrations and ringing.brunch in pancake house was so fun. super pigged out. brownie alamode? hahah josef was so takaw. he like ate everyones meal. anthony, the bus. not the boss. haha. then off to rockwell where we tried to shop for christmas presents, no luck there. so we went to the fort to shop at the bazaar. dude. tha bazaar like sucked. we were so bored to death soooo we decided to go to market market. now thats where we totally splurged. bought so much stuff and im actually almost done. boys nalang. but that should be easy cuz i have an idea what to get them. my brother? another light saber, and father, havaianas. he's been dying to have a new one but he's just too kuripot to buy for himself. ultimate shopping buddies, josef, anthony, james and gianna! fun fun fun. im so freaking tired. i can't believe i spent the whole day with them just wasting money on everything. and they made so much sense when they said that there are barely any shops thaT cater to mens' apparel. they were all so cute when they were so happy to find the long sleeves polo. hahaha! :) gabbi, therese, and justin came too. so funnn... we like super hung out by the sabretts stand but our feet and knee(mine atleast) super hurted bad. like i felt like collapsing so we dashed to polo for the prom surprise. super fun. wacky races and spinning around with gabbi on the polo field full or horse crap. i miss summer. i miss hanging out with my friends. i realized that this is the only time i really got to spend time with them after a long time.ive been to busy with self pleasure that i have forgotten how fun it was to be with my real pleasure. my friends.

tommorow will be a new day of uncertainty. and dammit, i just can't wait. :)