01.I have a cell phone. 02.My locker is blue. 03.Math is my easiest and best subject. 04.I live in New Jersey. 05.I have an obsession with designers. 06.My name is Ashley. 07.I dont get mad easily. 08.Im actually kind of scared to express my emotions to people. 09.I have AIM. 10.My computer is really slow. 11.I have kissed a member of the opposite sex. 12.I get flashbacks all the time. 13.I go to a Public School. 14.My parents are divorced. 15.I cant read as good as other people can. 16.My Reading level is 3rd grade to 5th grade. 17.I can do a backflip. 18.I play softball. 19.Im in Gymnastics 20.Im listening to music right now. 21.I Have a myspace. 22.I Have over 150 people on my buddy list. 23.There are only about 15 people on my bus. 24.My ex-boyfriend doesnt go to my school. 25.I Hardly Study. 26.Whenever there is a test i always write the answers in my palm. 27.I get bad grades in litercy. 28.The people who sit near me in history are annoying. 29.I Hate school sometimes. 30.My phone number starts with a 4. 31.I have blonde hair. 32.I knew the Eagles wouldnt win the superbowl. 33.I have alot of friends. 34.My Birthday is in the winter. 35.I have full lips. 36.I have green eyes. 37.I have HUGE eyes. 38.People say i have the smallest ears they ever seen. 39.Right now my dog is barking. 40.I've seen the movie thirteen. 41.My purse is mostly full with notes. 42.My computer is in my room. 43.I Hate Brittany with a passion. 44.I like The Simple Life. 45.I have a stalker. 46.Im tall. 47.I have really loud laugh. 48.I have myself on my buddylist. 49.Im reading a book. 50.I go down shore everyday. 51.I've been to disney world. 52.I think Burberry and Paris Hilton Perfume smells good. 53.I have science first period. 54.My lunch period is 6th prd. 55.I just ate dinner 56.I HATE waking up early.
The Facts starting time: 9:32 pm first name: Cara middle name: Tinsay birthday: march 29, 1990 birthplace: philippines current place of residence: makati hair colour: brown hair length: long. eye colour: dark brown height: 5'7? boyfriend/girlfriend? none parents? mr. and mrs. gonzalez siblings? issa and angelo pets? mandy and those fish in our pond
The Currents current time: 9:32 sorry, i dont know~ current date: 032106 current mood: excited and bored current location: house current clothing: same stuff i was wearing this afternoon, mini and a&f polo . current makeup: blush and lipgloss current jewelry/accessories: diamond studs, and a white one band current hair style: tied and yet still messy current stomach contents:lemon squares current music: whatever's playing on the telly current thoughts: how tommorow will turn out current worries: if id have to clean up tom current wonders: will he greet me? current wishes: manyyyyyyyyyy
The Lasts: last person seen: issa last phone conversation: dea last instant message: avaa and poptart last store visited: bayo last song listened to: cruel to be kind last movie seen: 10 things i hate about you last movie seen in theatre: jeeezzz... final destination? last tv show watched: the o.c. re run last shower: this morning last bubble bath: god knows when last smoke: i've never smoked. . last time drinking: last friday? last party attended: jeff's birthday at dencios last game of spin-the-bottle:a long long long long time ago last sleepover: lastnight, with weener last fight: a few months ago last fuck: this afternoon last time crying: this morning, i poke my eye last time laughing: a few mins ago last vacation: SUMMER NA|BITCH!
The Firsts first memory: living in the states and going to central park everyday first kiss: AVA! first boyfriend/girlfriend: that jerk, hahaha! :) first favorite band: spice girls, bsb, nsync, 98 degrees first concert: mennn... i have no idea first drag: first hit: like drunk hit? bora 2005 or punch hit? everyday... hahaha! first sleepover: when i was tiny little kid with my cousins first best friend: gia fortun first fistfight:girls dont use fists first pet: sneaky the dalamatian first house:belair. first school: childstart international.
Bold the songs you've heard.
001. In Da Club by 50 Cent. 002. Back in Black by AC/DC. 003. Dirty Little Secret by The All American Rejects. 004. Flavour of the Weak by American Hi-Fi. 005. Hey Jude by the Beatles. 006. My Humps by The Black Eyed Peas. 007. Love Rhymes with Hideous Car Wreck by The Blood Brothers. 008. Okay, I Believe You But My Tommy Gun Don't by Brand New. 009. No Lies, Just Love by Bright Eyes. 010. Runaway by Cartel. 011. Run It by Chris Brown. 012. The Scientist by Coldplay. 013. Accidentally in Love by Counting Crows. 014. My Band by D12. 015. We Used to Be Friends by The Dandy Warhols. 016. Makers and Breakers by Daphne Loves Derby. 017. Hands Down by Dashboard Confessional. 018. Crooked Teeth by Death Cab for Cutie. 019. Fucking on the Dance Floor by Dirty Sanchez. 020. Inside Out by Eve 6. 021. Dance, Dance by Fall Out Boy. 022. The First Single by The Format. 023. Stacy's Mom by Fountains of Wayne. 024. Hey Jealousy by Gin Blossoms. 025. Slide by Goo Goo Dolls. 026. Amsterdam by Guster. 027. Harajuku Girls by Gwen Stefani. 028. Ohio is for Lovers by Hawthorne Heights. 029. Dance Party Plus by Head Automatica. 030. I Saw it On Your Keyboard by Hellogoodbye. 040. We're All in This Together by High School Musical. 041. Upside Down by Jack Johnson. 042. You're Beautiful by James Blunt. 043. Daughters by John Mayer. 044. I'm a Gangster by Josh Tobin. 045. Golddigger by Kanye West. 046. Because of You by Kelly Clarkson. 047. Shake it Off by Mariah Carey. 048. This Love by Maroon 5. 049. Chain Me Free by The Matches. 050. Dead Disco by Metric. 051. Float On by Modest Mouse. 052. I'm Not Okay by My Chemical Romance. 053. Photograph by Nickleback. 054. Grillz by Nelly. 055. Story of a Girl by Nine Days. 056. Lithium by Nirvana. 057. Wonderwall by Oasis. 058. The Way You Move by Outkast. 059. Nails for Breakfast, Tacks for Snacks by Panic! at the Disco. 060. Shut Up and Kiss Me by Pony Up. 061. Such Great Heights by the Postal Service. 062. Golden Touch by Razorlight 063. Carbon Monoxide by Regina Spektor. 064. Who I Am Hates Who I've Been by Relient K. 065. Ruby Tuesday by The Rolling Stones. 066. Let's Talk About Spaceships by Say Hi To Your Mom. 067. Beauty in the Breakdown by The Scene Aesthetic. 068. Kissing the Lipless by The Shins. 069. Mouth Like a Magazine by Showbread. 070. The Tide by The Spill Canvas. 071. The Way We Get By by Spoon. 072. Waiting for My Ruca by Sublime. 073. Cute Without the E by Taking Back Sunday. 074. How's It Gonna Be by Third Eye Blind. 075. Follow Me by Uncle Kracker. 076. All That I've Got by The Used. 077. Beverly Hills by Weezer. 078. Teenage Dirtbag by Wheatus. 079. Maps by The Yeah Yeah Yeahs. 080. This Will Be Our Year by The Zombies.
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Friday, January 06, 2006
blah
this is my final goodbye. this is a shoutout to the biggest loser out
there. this is my final heart ache (because with all honesty, you had
me. and even upto the last moments of our "dream" i did like you. more
than anyone... no point in denying that now that its over.) this is my
final look at the face of jealousy. i mean after all, i don't even have
a right do i? this is my final breathe on your beauty, you were
beautiful from the very start. inside, out... where have that all gone?
this is my final cry, there are no more pretty punk-pop songs i can
dedicate to you. this my final harsh memory of you, because i won't
allow my self to fall any harder for you. this is my final bash, you
are shit on top of shit. this is my final bargain, cuz somehow, i know
that im worth so much more.
this is my final call to falling in love with you.
...afterall... i'm just a notch on your bedpost, and youre just a line in a song
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Wednesday, December 21, 2005
staying sane during the breAk
lastnight was one of the funnest semi girls night out. :) dmc? wow. i
just love hanging out with them. bunch of drunkards. :) i swear, it was
extremely nice to get to talk to my friends. sober or not, i just miss
talking to them about everything. like they will always be that group
that i will never hesitate to talk with about everything (reffering to
the 1st group). its like i've found my confidantes in them. its true
what mysTHERESE said about having this every month because it helps.
wheter or not you feel sober or not. im just glad i've found the
friends i can really talk to.
jess
and ava slept over. :) just being with them for one night made me
really happy. i miss hanging out with them. just the 3 of us. i miss
them. :( one more night please? and this time, you guys can come
prepared.
cara: she's such a bitch. i hate her. ava:yeah! i hate her. whats her name again? i never remember any of their names. cara:its kristin! im sure! ava: no, thats kristin cohen. mom of seth! cara: no stupid. thats not her. ava and jess: yeah. she's not kristin. cara:CHARLOTTE! ava: i hate their names. hahaha! :) i love arguing about random stuff with them.
9am
today, no one young in my house was up. james kept on calling making
kulit about our breakfast. i really had no plans, but ended up going
cuz i was already wide awake form all the vibrations and ringing.brunch
in pancake house was so fun. super pigged out. brownie alamode? hahah
josef was so takaw. he like ate everyones meal. anthony, the bus. not
the boss. haha. then off to rockwell where we tried to shop for
christmas presents, no luck there. so we went to the fort to shop at
the bazaar. dude. tha bazaar like sucked. we were so bored to death
soooo we decided to go to market market. now thats where we totally
splurged. bought so much stuff and im actually almost done. boys
nalang. but that should be easy cuz i have an idea what to get them. my
brother? another light saber, and father, havaianas. he's been dying to
have a new one but he's just too kuripot to buy for himself. ultimate
shopping buddies, josef, anthony, james and gianna! fun fun fun. im so
freaking tired. i can't believe i spent the whole day with them just
wasting money on everything. and they made so much sense when they said
that there are barely any shops thaT cater to mens' apparel. they were
all so cute when they were so happy to find the long sleeves polo.
hahaha! :) gabbi, therese, and justin came too. so funnn... we like
super hung out by the sabretts stand but our feet and knee(mine
atleast) super hurted bad. like i felt like collapsing so we dashed to
polo for the prom surprise. super fun. wacky races and spinning around
with gabbi on the polo field full or horse crap. i miss summer. i miss
hanging out with my friends. i realized that this is the only time i
really got to spend time with them after a long time.ive been to busy
with self pleasure that i have forgotten how fun it was to be with my
real pleasure. my friends.
tommorow will be a new day of uncertainty. and dammit, i just can't wait. :)
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Monday, December 19, 2005
dirty little secret
so we drank. and sort of got in trouble. but in the long run, i know
where i really stand. my parents were completely fine with it, it was
just a matter of the others agreeing. im so sorry to those that got in
trouble, in a way, it was my fault cuz it was my house. but either way,
my parents aren't mad. and don't really care. they're even glad that we
did it around them.
notice how we dont have any team picture this time? sad. but fun fun. the memories will last...
still have 1 bottle of vodka here. saved for the next team outing. hahaha. shit. id go bananas if we'd get introuble.
...the night was fun. :) any time naman with team is fun eh. with or without drinks. :)
king kong is such a butt burning movie. 3 hours men, the love story of
a beauty and a beast. rawr... "beauty killed the beast" or as tito
vince would say"girls, no matter what, they'll always cause the
downfall of men" . it was fun watching with a family of 50.
perfect man made me cry again... :( i love that movie. i love hilary
duff... hotnesss wooot wooot! she's like my girl idol. i love her so
much... hotttt... like even if people think im so baduy and weird, i
really love her. like super.
i'm really worried about one of my friends, she has done something that
has led to so many other problems. but the thing is, she's happy. but
when the current problems get on a higher level, i know she'll really
get hurt and it might cause her downfall. i really worry about her.
please pray for her. that things go not according to what she wants,
but on what would be good for her. i love you dear... please take
care...
i'm also annoyed with one person. i wanna walk up to her and say "hello
conceited b, the world doesn't revolve around you and everything
doesn't have to be about you. please, get a life" but i wont. because
even if we've done it before, it never seems to work. ha. NOTE TO SELF: christmas has no space for hatred! love love love love... you lucky fool.
sick... and hating it. i wanna do so much, but can only do so little. pffft...
please pray for manong bert's dad who passed away :(
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Friday, December 16, 2005
on random days like these
you find yourself in a position of uncertainty. i have been so excited
for this day for the longest time, and when it finally came, it turned
out so much better than i thought. :) i realized that coach reg, is wow compared to the rest. i'm so happy we have her.
i realized that people aren't as bad as they seem. you can have the
best time with people, you just have to take time and see this other side of theirs. i realized that Y is everyone's crush, but its pretty easy to get to know him. dammit. i realized that im so lucky to have mariana and maggie as our captain, she's got the coolest plans for us. :) i realized that i got 2 of the best friends ever, and that i just miss spending time with them. getting stuck in traffic with you guys is just lovely. :) i realized that ipose is not an ipod store but rather a photo studio.
to sum this very random day short, i have found new friends in the most random people. :) and i'm loving every bit of it.
dear
nathan/lucas (or whoever you represent in the oth cast) you came as the
biggest and yet most wonderful surprise. <3 you loser... :)
